Where can you find such a mother, that somtimes cooks, do laundry, spent money to get you educated, gives you pocket-money, a place to stay, buy you a desktop computer, clothed you.

But how about the other side of her?

-She has depression, bad tempered, spout vulgarities, physically and emotionally abusive, bad-mouthing you to everyone in whatever she think it is wrong (she doesnt want to do covers).

-She thinks singing is pointless, that has no future at all.
-She is very sensitive towards anything related to money.

Today my teacher said something very meaningful.
She said, some people are just fortunate enough to have a sugar dad, who can afford to let them pursue their interest or dreams, such as setting up business. While we are studying to get a certificate, and work to earn for a living. We don't have a liberal choice for many things in life.

You may start to wonder, where is my mum's first husband?

-He abandoned us since I was three.
-He is stingy, cruel, and a loser in life.
-He made us led a miserable life, especially me.
-He doesnt love us.
-He has a bad character.

All in all, he makes a very lousy father. He doesnt deserve me calling him that.
Partly because of their decision, I am despised by relatives and her friends.
They are all hypocrites that acted in front of me.