if you are reading,
please get this clear in yr head.
if you notice, or perhaps not,
you're alr pin-pointing everything to my head.

yes, i did mentioned abt your bf today.
but there were none negative pts, agree or not?
i was merely saying while i was late, you'd your bf to accompany you.
anything i said was wrong?
what sup with no gf?
i'm not pulling r/s in neither.
what is this?

if you keep saying i push all the blame to others,
where i get those reasons from? i dig them from the graves?
i am confused, when you say i accused you and not happy with you?
then why did you say abt shervon either?
i agree we 3 are angry at that pt of time, so today you turn back and bite me la?
2ndly, im not prejudice against anyone in particular. mind you.
im stating the facts.

as you mentioned,
im selfish and kpo cos i started discussion after i finish my lunch?
why nv say out and wait until now? if you're saying give me face, that excuses.
i nv talk, then your say i quiet,
when i talk, you say i kpo. what is it you want huh?

and can you clearly tell me what is it when i asked for ans and what none wish to ans me?
tell me what im asking for? am i God to predict that?

you dare say i did not contribute during the discussion?
i knew what was going on, and im listening.
AND i did what contribute, there were even laughters, you dont rmb?
now you malign me of this small action, taking a spare min looking at the brochure?
dont forget, i've spent time figure out and type every single word for the script.

and regarding my attitude and character.
im perfectly clear of who i am, and what i am.
do you see me showing attitude to anyone unknowingly? i bet you dont.
i only show it to those who show attitude to me in the first place alright.
i dont offend anyone out of the blue, if not i wouldnt be here alive?
and dont you dare say you are not carried away, with those vulgar words tgt with val?
its still clear in my mind, each and every sentence begins with the word 'cb'.

and im here to tell you,
you are all out against me.
and to show what i mean, those mentioned in your blog are just excuses.
if i have reasons countering every sentence from you, it shows that im of clear conscious.
if im selfish, would i contribute so much from my previous post to the grp?
would i spend so much effort in msg you guys telling all those 'nonsense'?

lastly, i do agree with you life is just full of unexpected challenges such as quarrels and conflicts.
and is it the way to solve the quarrels and conflicts? maybe not my way, but your way thou.
do you have to start shouting at me in front of everyone in the class?
do you ever respect me or at least a bit to say?
just see what others will say, giving a fair comment would do.

and i do reflect upon myself. do you?
and this qn pop by: what wrong i did to make you and the others unhappy abt?
before you ans this, note this got nth to do with my attitude.
im trying to give in, are you?