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2009-07-26T00:53:00.001+08:00

For now, I'm trying to see what I can do with CATS here.

不过如此

2009-06-26T18:04:00.002+08:00

呵呵……这个假期那么短暂，意思是又要开课了。
八成都是利用时间去玩，而剩余的就把因该做的都做了。
何时才能真真的享受……？估计五年后吧。

那……五年后，会有这么样的变化？真担忧啊…

烦燥！

2009-05-11T10:10:00.003+08:00

我不喜欢上学！因为我不知道课堂上发生什么事，根本就是在浪费时间。每个礼拜都有一份功课，手上的都还没做完，新的就来。

我不想一直过着这样的生活！！！

“神啊！救救我吧！……”

很闲。

2009-04-28T09:42:00.002+08:00

一大清早就堵车……害得我又迟到了。
现在上学是一种习惯，还有多三年，哈哈！
其实我现在很享受，不想读书，呵呵！

早晨，四月二十四日，嘈杂的咖啡厅

2009-04-24T08:48:00.002+08:00

今天我起的早，来到学校买早餐，一个大包和一罐矿潜水！
这一个礼拜下来非常的忙啊，每天似乎归来的在夜里，忙得倒是学校的事，不然就是和几位新朋友聚在一起。忙得不可开交，有些事都还没有去处理，明天就要上音乐课了。

就到这里……

今天你做了什么？

2009-04-10T15:12:00.002+08:00

要往前走，还是往后，要往左，还是往右
我的路，每一步该怎么走，有谁在等候
一路向前走来到十字路口。

昨天终于结束了三天的《学校指导方案》，开始我觉得还好，第二天开始了早起上学去的需要一直到很晚，第三天也一样，不过是带点儿担忧和害怕，还好在路上没什么去想它，加上有许多的朋友在的感觉吧……让我放轻松些。他们的笑脸和笑声是个传染病……哈哈~

近几天都会忙着办学校登记的业务，自己心里觉得很复杂，很疲惫，很麻烦，有点儿不想去管它。老天爷不知是这么了……今天似乎有点儿不高兴，被谁弄坏脾气了呢？待会儿我还得上街办点儿事……要不然就等到明天吧。

迟来的礼物

2009-04-04T02:58:00.002+08:00

你有收过迟来的礼物吗？

它终于来了。这是我应该在两年前收到的，但天不助我，偏偏过了那么久才来。但是很高兴，这会是我人生的一大里程碑，它会改写我的一切。而这个所谓的“它”，就是我终于被义安理工学院录取了！三年的会计路程就快开始了！

接下来的四月一定会有点忙碌，但应该还可以抽出一点时间来。就这样吧……

放风筝

2009-03-30T22:34:00.002+08:00

你喜欢放风筝吗？
你还记得上一次放风筝是在什么时候吗？

若我没听到“风筝”这两个字，我或许不会想起它，也不会在这里写些。都过了这么久，我还可以记得当年和家人一起在滨海南吹吹风和放风筝。那也应该就是我的第一次和唯一一次，在目前为止。

而这个话题，也可以用在另外一个话题里。有人说：“唱歌就像放风筝或谈恋爱一样，有时要会放手，同时也要会去收回。”你认为呢？

今天在电视上，我见证了一位作词人在教学生的当儿，用了一套非常罕见，又独特的歌唱方法。你也许会，也许不会认识她。名叫小寒，称为老师，那她的方法就是采用图形来教导她的学生。没听过吧？也感到很有趣是吗？

很沉默……

2009-03-29T15:09:00.003+08:00

续无知的幸福……还是别作无谓的。

又是一个辛苦的一天，但是，我认为是值得的。因为我渐渐的学会打拍子了，这可说是个大收获。从以前我就不会运用这个技巧来学音乐，以往的做法就是死背歌的感觉，不曾去理会它，是我给自己觉得这是个难学上手的一样东西。那尽管如此，我要牢牢守着，不要让它跑出我的手掌心。在这条路上，我得到了很多人的帮忙，就此我也要说声“谢谢！”。谢谢你们不离不弃的坚持，太伟大了……

还有这一两年里，给大家带来了不便，还望海涵。

尘埃

2009-03-29T01:00:00.004+08:00

老实说，无知是幸福的。只要自己对得起良知，不需去理会旁人的闲言闲语。人生是多么的精彩，若把这事非一直放在心里徘徊，只会引起伤痛和悲哀，我自己认为是不值得。

今天上音乐课的时候，老师就这么地问同学们：“你们会要一个有声调，没音调的人？或者一个有音调，而没声调的人？。”我这糊里糊涂的回答老师：“……音调吧！。”可你自己认为呢？老师就解释说：“我会要一个有声调的人。”“因为如果有了声调，那要去纠正音调就大大地容易多了。”他笑着说：“如果没有了音调，他不会去跟那个人签合约的。”说的真是到位啊。

一个小提示，这也对在唱卡拉OK时会有一定的帮助。嘴巴要张大，加上腹部的支持，不必加大声亮就可以听出一个美的声音。

你做得到吗？

2009-03-27T01:03:00.006+08:00

我可以说是事业和学业，人财两空啊。休闲的时间我是大坝有的，再过几年我的学生生涯就快没了……那话说上回，上山扫墓的事我决定不去了，妈妈一个人和大伙去也罢。来日方长，哪怕我去不成。

这三月二十八日，将会有两大活动。首先，是JJ林俊杰的第二世界巡回演唱会，因某种原因，我看我是去不成了。

其二，你在街上有看到或受到电邮关于环保吧，大概是为地球的未来因污染而做出准备吧。那就让我们在那天从晚上八点半，伸出援手，在六十分钟里内把家里的总电源给关上。袁弘在他的博客上写着：“如果你实在觉得寂静的黑暗让你不舒服，不妨点上一支蜡烛，和你爱的人一起静静的坐在烛光前，让烛光映着被生活折磨得有些疲惫的脸；你可以泡上一杯奶茶，男孩子也可以倒上一杯啤酒，在徐徐的晚风中让自己好好的沉寂下来…………没有网络，没有电视，没有电话，也许你会发现，喧嚣惯了，我们的生活太中缺少这样的，哪怕是片刻的宁静。”

繁忙的四月

2009-03-24T03:43:00.004+08:00

问我好吗？近来，我忙着上网看武侠连续剧《射雕英雄传》胡歌版，不然就是吃饭，睡觉，看电视，很无聊吧！放假期的人生就是如此，假期工也难找，想想赚点而外的却没法子，不知该如何是好。成绩就快放榜了，没错！就是下个礼拜而已，敬请期待吧。目前就好好的享受这个长假，周末得上音乐课。

下个月，我必须为一个表演项目而作准备。我想还是做我最擅长的唱歌，这次我会邀请一位女生与我合唱，一首在华人歌坛里有实力派唱将林俊杰的《被风吹过的夏天》，原声是与金沙合唱。

再近来，我可能会和我的亲戚们在马来西亚去扫墓，拜见我的外公和两位外婆。话说回来，这还是我的第二次呢。不就这样而已，我想事后我还得匆匆的赶回新加坡，在十二点之前抵达音乐课，希望我来得及吧，不然就遭了！好像赶通告似的。可是这还是得看我的亲戚是否愿意载我下关卡。否则，我必须做个决定，放弃一个。好复杂啊~

No surprises

2009-03-19T17:08:00.004+08:00

It's because of the recession caused by the people at Wall Street. Mum asked me if I want to go Japan with my cousin, but now it is a different story to tell. My cousin has arrived today at Singapore, just a transit for a few hours before he fly over to Tokyo Narita tonight. So I will send him off definitely even I can't go for it, let's see if I can a picture or two. But I think I deserve something better after working so hard for the exams, not a punch at least.

Well, sad story aside, I've been having a daily dosage of my DS Lite games. Another thing is, I actually borrowed one travel guide about Western Australia & Perth, since my cousins are living there, getting a bit of knowledge is good when I decide one day to go there again. Another is the Hamilton book, which I flipped a few pages then left it there. Today is the due date! I didn't finish the book, that's great. Come to think of it, I think I have already borrowed and returned and borrowed and returned for almost twice or thrice. You can see I'm really not a fan of books. hahaha.

Over the weekdays, is the class chalet for UQ0704S, being a classmate of the class makes me feel glad partially. This was organised out of goodwill by one of the classmate, and thanks to her, no one has to fork out a single penny to enjoy a truckload of certain fun and food.

As for the exam & jpae results, it will be out in 2 weeks' time. And I've not yet apply for my deferrment, which I don't know if I even need to or not. Let's just hope the enlistment letter will not come soon.

That's about all for today, thank you for giving me your time.

人生有居有散。

2009-03-17T01:00:00.004+08:00

不要难过，要振作。可能，是时间来的太快，在那不是时候里做的决定。当初的愚昧及幼稚，让我们造成如今的悲哀。还是，是时间来的太慢，把我们的理念和成熟无法带出。若我们尚未相识，你我或许不会有个同样的童话故事。相反的，你我或许会有个美丽的神话，然而非知彼此。缠绕我们已久的故事情节，渐渐的画上了据点，眼前一望，就是分岔路的路口。此时此刻的我，拥有着说不出的感受，但它将带领着我绕地球的另一边，永不现出同样的演剧。

**
是相遇的惊心动魄，
是相爱的甜美时光，
是争执的锥心刺骨，
还是分手时的最后祝福。

[花了一个钟，零五分]

Can you read a tongue-twister?

2009-03-15T04:40:00.002+08:00

Hello! Today was my 8th pop vocal class and we had chinese tongue-twister! Everyone reads the passage once and then adding rhythm beats on the second round. I had a tough time...

Steps:
1. you need to get the pronounciation right
2. read it clear and loud
3. try adding rhythm beats, starting from slow tempo

Okay, have fun!

"I believe I can fly"

2009-03-13T01:17:00.003+08:00

Hello! Hello! Hellooooooooow!!
Basically this is my new blogskin, once again I have the energy to revamp it totally. Hooray! Look good?

March had a few events, the most meaningful one is ITE days are gone! No more uniform!
and now suppose I'm going to study again, I have 5 weeks of break before I start my school.
During this period, I really, I wish, I hope I could just fly away or escape to somewhere else for my retreat, maybe like find my cousin over at Perth, Sydney, or Japan. I will be time rich for the meanwhile, so tag me, find me, ask me out or whatever alright?! =D

seeeeeeeeeeaya!

I hate them all !

2009-01-14T18:40:00.003+08:00

Where can you find such a mother, that somtimes cooks, do laundry, spent money to get you educated, gives you pocket-money, a place to stay, buy you a desktop computer, clothed you.

But how about the other side of her?

-She has depression, bad tempered, spout vulgarities, physically and emotionally abusive, bad-mouthing you to everyone in whatever she think it is wrong (she doesnt want to do covers).

-She thinks singing is pointless, that has no future at all.
-She is very sensitive towards anything related to money.

Today my teacher said something very meaningful.
She said, some people are just fortunate enough to have a sugar dad, who can afford to let them pursue their interest or dreams, such as setting up business. While we are studying to get a certificate, and work to earn for a living. We don't have a liberal choice for many things in life.

You may start to wonder, where is my mum's first husband?

-He abandoned us since I was three.
-He is stingy, cruel, and a loser in life.
-He made us led a miserable life, especially me.
-He doesnt love us.
-He has a bad character.

All in all, he makes a very lousy father. He doesnt deserve me calling him that.
Partly because of their decision, I am despised by relatives and her friends.
They are all hypocrites that acted in front of me.

Disappointment!

2009-01-09T04:19:00.002+08:00

Grade 3 Music Theory Results:
Merit, 88/100 marks

Damn sad! because 2 more marks get me to Distinction, which I am anticipating. Now my heart is bleeding, slowly becoming numb.

Right, on the other hand. Should be taking grade 4 if im not wrong this year. Will work even harder!

1st in 2009

2009-01-03T06:12:00.005+08:00

Since school is going start on five, i will just make use of this chance to blog (:

2008 has been a long year for me, why? bcos looking back i seems to have done a lot of things.
i have simple resolution for 2009, for now. things are unpredictable you know, sometimes they dont go the way you want it to be. true?

for twice, i have been going to the same pub with the familiar faces, its during xmas' eve and last day of 08. we agreed that on xmas' eve its better, as in the atmosphere, maybe we have more people and drama around us that night. ^^

now? look at the time. woke up so early, you might think right? haha xD
actually is cant sleep then dl a few mmo songs, listen music from my itunes, surfing the net waves.

the 3 weeks hols may be long nor short, but just nice enough to get me forget my hw and the drive. just earlier today, hw is getting on my nerves, cos you know lah..

Today is Boxing Day.

2008-12-26T01:54:00.005+08:00

This is the world we are living in. It is not enough just to have a forte in singing, but many many others such as beatbox, dancing, musical instruments. The world is changing from plain simple to demanding. To be honest, I'm lagging very badly behind the rest in front of me.

Which of course, I have the idea of moving along with them. But perhaps due to the circumstances, like money and opportunities. I've also started to take a new turn in music, doubting my abilities and passion. "Is this really what I want?" I asked.

I know I have made a fool out of myself.

Maybe letting go is to strengthen myself

2008-12-17T16:07:00.002+08:00

Plans:
-Learn foreign language
-Learn guitar
-Learn piano
-Work harder for Consonance 09 & Hikari

I want to improvise myself !

Booom! ):

2008-12-17T00:00:00.004+08:00

Suddenly lost focus while looking at them, or just a wrong song? I wondered.
I was so tense up that I went toilet a few times. Met two nice people there but forgot to exchange numbers, oh well..

Bad experience, now back to square one. Nothing to lose but the opportunity of a lifetime, with capital and time invested.

Or the prophecy is true?

-And after today, I'm going to put in super-duper-extra effort in my singing, I swear!

Bleeding Heart, not Love

2008-12-04T16:19:00.003+08:00

Me: Teacher, how did you get this answer?
A: Later, that one not important.
B: Exactly!

That word from B just shot right through my heart away.
What did she know about? Bitch.

She better watch out, I'll wait for my chance to come any minute.

Grey's Anatomy

2008-12-03T00:43:00.001+08:00

"You fear because you have something to lose"

The must-watch television programmes:

2008-11-14T00:52:00.011+08:00

Thursday, 10pm

Every Fridays, 8:30pm

Every Fridays 8pm

Every Tuesdays, 8pm

Fri, 10pm

Thurs, 11pm

Friday, 11pm

Tuesday, 11pm

Change has come to America!

2008-11-05T23:21:00.004+08:00

Today is a must blog! I woke up late, and went for 10am lecture instead of 8am. went down to source for a cab, good it came in time for me! else I got to wait like no tomorrow. the cab driver wanted to change shift to Yishun, but he gladly hopped me in to school.

You must be wondering why, do you? reason is, his son is studying in the same college as me, under IT, 2nd year. that is still not the big deal yet. So, on the way down to school, he asked my course, which year, and told me all sorts of things about the current financial crisis state, in a joking manner.

One sentence I fondly remember "people got cert getting retrench soon, yet you guys are just on the way to get your cert, how to find job like that!" very amusing trip, but its the first morning ever, that I heard so many vulgarities in a relax conversation! I think my ears are gonna suffer..haha~!!

Then he moved to another subject: GIRLFRIENDS
he made it so obviously that he doesnt like his son chasing skirts now. Seeing that money is hard earn these days, his son can't even provide for himself, yet investing over a girl with materials and cash, bringing girls out as and when.

And I guess he has got prejudice against girls, partly because he encounters his son's girlfriend, hanging out with him, together with an excuse to bring him to church and become a convert. But throughout the entire journey, I didn't comment back, I just had some laugh and just nodded to agree on certain things he told me. At the proximity of the school, I dropped off, before saying goodbye to him, he urged me to get at least a Diploma as his final words! hahhaha...

Oh and before I leave, today is a historic moment, as we congratulates Barack Hussein Obama II, age 47, African-American, the 44th President of the United States of America!!

原来我不帅！

2008-10-29T02:46:00.005+08:00

那是一部台湾电视剧喔，超好笑极的！戏里的主角是“小庄”，“斯斯”和“小康”，姿管系的二年级大学生。如果有空不如上网看看吧，可能我们还可以谈谈剧情呢！

刚刚就和一位同学聊天的时候，不经让我想起了一首歌。歌名就是：Pachelbel Canon by Vienna Boys Choir。非常很好听的音乐喔！有兴趣听听这首歌的话，可以来找我啊。本是古典音乐，由一位著名音乐家所写出来的，听了会让人有新的体验喔！

好了，就和你说到这里！再见咯！

How is future going to be like?

2008-10-26T13:44:00.002+08:00

Consonance chalet 24th-26th.

just got back home not long ago, first thing is to blog. im sooo tired after so many things during the chalet.

saturday morning, i woke up and went to pasir ris mrt. met up with zhengchang and took the shutter bus to the aloha changi. after we alight, we walked all a huge detour to reach our Halton D block. our back was the infamous OCH.

okay but no one was at home, so we settle down first. yanhong and junhong quickly came by. card games and pizzas all the way in the morning till around 1pm. then we went upstairs cos some lazybugs dont want go downstairs. we played guessing game!! quite nice one. one person take turns to give away three questions: including two truth and one false thing about yourself. in the end my group won!! but no prize la, just getting to know each other better.

after that some people went off to buy ingredients for the night's barbaque. meanwhile we play monkey, captain's ball at the carpark behind. but there got a lot of mosquitoes make us feel very irritating, but nonetheless we still carried on. we go back immediately go upstairs enjoy the air-con. hahaha!

we stayed upstairs and play saboteur, a card game name. sometimes i go down awhile to see see look look. haha. then comes the night, we had barbaque, yay finally! they start the fire pretty fast. we have squids, prawns, sweet potatos, crab meats, taiwan small hotdogs, different color capsicums, chicken breast meat. yea i think thats about it for food. ahh! we still have ice-creams!! both strawberry with choc chips and vanilla with root beer, that night was haven man!

finally someone suggested to go OCH see see. total got thirteen people following including me, we got only three girls and the rest are boys with only one small torch. that place was kinda creepy, but i saw a lot graffitis, destroyed fans, wires, windows, you name it, you have it. on the way up the stairs, i even counted the number of flights i took, both up and down. some parts got water on the floor, maybe because it rain earlier on, but i dont know. while walking, i was accidentally hit by a stray wire, then walk down the stairs and back to the chalet. inside is every dark and humid, making us sweat and some claimed they were bitten by mosquitoes.

back to the chalet, some people are preparing to go off. left only eight people sleeping that night. but before that, a few of us gathered together to discuss about consonance current state. i feared we might not make music together anymore. talk quite long also, then i go brush teeth and sleep already. cos need to wake up and clear the chalet by ten in the morning.

we went for early lunch or brunch, whatever, at changi village hawker centre. took bus to tampines interchange, change to mrt and home sweet home!!

xxxx (23).

2008-10-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

wondering how's your life? should be better and have much more time i guess. and maybe we both got used to this way now..

i have been thinking, going back the old ways is okay, but there are bound to have problems..conversely, something is missing out but we get to have more air around us. so much about being human, ya?

Dear Saturday

2008-10-18T20:27:00.004+08:00

My day started by waking up for music theory class at 11am-12nn, then we had brunch together with mr goh, his wife and songwen(another candidate). Both of our examination venue is different. Mine was at PSB academy, around Tiong Bahru area, while his was at SMU(some accountancy block).

After that I went to wait at the bus stop, supposedly to go for my singing class, then came an sms from teacher himself saying he is not feeling well, but he called a few minutes later and ask me where I am, but since im quite near, so he just finish my one-hour session.

We did all sorts of things, warm ups(running up and down scales), tempo works, sing using mic and mv(sth like k-box), then duet. We talked, and he shown interest wanting me to join an upcoming Christmas countdown event at Yishun, 24th Dec, 8pm-12mn, Wednesday. We have to sing all fast or mid-tempo songs, because it is a happy event afterall. Whether I am free or not, I just told him I should be able to make it, but can't pull out last minute.

When everything is done, I just went home and sleep.

Wishlist:
Keyboard with full keys (cost around $1000)
Piano lessons (once I get the piano)
DSLR camera
Headset
new iPod case

SCH HAS BEEN A BITCH TODAY !

2008-10-17T15:01:00.009+08:00

School is making me more sick, i really hope this 6 months will go away just like a blink of the eyes. Sing one sentence also get scolded, what the hell !

and dunno which kind-hearted person/(people) changed my B03-09 login name. well i guess its fine, this is post-secondary institute, and at least, my data isnt screwed. so much drama in school today.

feeling a bit emotional...who's gonna be my true friend?
-friend that waits for you no matter what.
-friend that see nothing in you, but do great things together.
-friend who always think about you.
-friend somehow make sacrifices, and dont expect any returns.
-friend that appreciates the good deeds you do.
-friend who dont ditch you in desperate times.
-friend willing to share his/her best with you.
-friend that stands up for you.
-friend who believe in you.

wow i realised that is a lot for a person. but i will be glad just one of those above come true.
hmm say..miracle? i once met someone that has been very good to me, but because of some circumstances, i know im very selfish by leaving.

that fillet-o'fish is so full...

Week 1

2008-10-16T15:59:00.002+08:00

And so, they now should be in Japan, Aika's home.

Back to school, see the same old people again.

*no photos.

Stay healthy..

2008-10-13T22:02:00.007+08:00

My nephew: Nang Kai Chi Yamaji, 23rd june 2008
Half Chinese, Half Japanese. Born at Western Aust, Perth. Complicated huh?

Cute isnt he? in the hotel room.

Any future looks here? lols.

Leaving the hotel for Johore!

My Eldest Uncle's wife, down with cancer, but her birthday happens to clash with our trip. 10th October 2008. Hope she goes peacefully...

First was my fourth uncle and now my fourth uncle's wife just passed away today, my condolences.

I dont need beggers.

2008-09-27T01:36:00.003+08:00

Another ****ing boring day, yet again. Yes, u heard me right!

I was gaming till seven in the morning, and went to bed. im just too tired and lazy so ignored someone's call and msg totally. but someone retard gave her my hse number and tada! of course she called, so i've got to answer. damn!!
i hate when someone discloses my privacy without asking for permission. assholes.

then she took her own sweet time to arrive, so thats ok cos i told her to take her time. i took mine as well cos im darn reluctant to meet her but i've no choice, cos i needa pass her sth. in the end i was there late, and she bombarded my phone like nobody's business at all. i play smart dont bring my phone out. hahaha!

reach there alr, then apologise lor, still can do what. but u know, i anyhow say one. hahaha! now the climax i tell you. i asked her if she had dinner or not, and so she used my lateness to blackmail me!
she demanded treats from me, and denied blackmailing me. how stupid right, i shouldn't be nice guy go ask her.

in the end, i heck care! hahaha. i just treat her a drink, thank goodness. so now she becomes another begger, "taking" money from me.

afterwards go accompany her for smoking, then i cant wait to rush home.

Recuit?

2008-09-25T15:16:00.005+08:00

Yup, this means i'm back from ns med check-up alr. I reach there ard 10:45am, get my pass and key to keep my phone(they doesnt allow cam-phone), went thru the security and walked quite a distance, but they called me back, having the thought that i sneak my phone in(who so stupid want to violate the law), then nth happened. went ard and look for the entrance, took quite awhile, went in and took a pink form and first thing to do is image-capturing. this station is damn idiotic i tell you, they asked me to change into their uniform and at home i style my hair nice nice, go there they spray water and comb my hair until look nerd, like no fringe, let your imagination lead you.

then next proceeded with the pink form to a counter, they asked me some questions like my highest education level and whether i have tattoo(s). The guy is damn ass, he expect my highest education level to be N Levels, screw him. then sit down wait to be called and proceed to the toilet with a small bottle and one stick, a bit like the chromograph used in science, actually to test whether im on drugs or whatever. after that wait for my turn to get FREE injection on my right elbow there, i can feel that guy(ard my age), trembling. and i try not to move also, later become dire consequences then how. hahaha.

afterwards i moved to the audio test, i'll go into a sound proof room(very small, only fit for one) and pick up the headphone and once u hear a sound from either side, just raise the respective hand up and down immediately. this was repeated 7 times each side. all passed! PES A for this.

now its the eye department, need to do a few things, then answer some questions, lastly read the letters as if u are buying a spectacles. but unfortunately i've some history of "bad" eye, they gave me a temp PES D for 3 months to wait for the report from TTSH to be sent over to CMPB.

followed by X-ray, i need to strip except for my shorts and go in, snapped, wear back and done. results unknown.

second last was the dental check, i just lie down and he check my teeth and finish. PES A for this.

last but not least, go into a room and suddenly saw so many guys naked with a shorts, wrote my name and took my belongings into a locker, proceeded for ECG, dont know what it is, but i think its some heartbeat tester. filled in a white form and lay there, they put some weird equipment on my body, legs and hands. afterwards go out for height and weight, then wait for my queue number.

my number shown up quite fast and then i went into ALPHA room. then was being asked to do some personal stuff. he asked abt my asthma and hell, i forgot to tell him i've got a broken arm once!!(bcos ppl told me to declare everything so i wont get so tough during enlistment).

never mind, then i took my things and wait for the computer test. this whole thing took up 1 hour plus or so. i attempted all the questions at my best but its damn tiring and pressurize on my brain. sure got correct and wrong but dunno how many only. finish then submit my pink form and home sweet home.

im so tired and i feel like sleeping now.

@_#

2008-09-25T01:40:00.003+08:00

My hols are used for gaming mostly as far as im concern. hahaha. Plans like swimming didnt work out, damn it. -_-

I'm going to CMPB for ns med check-up at 10am this morning, that means i need to be awake ard 8am? and here i'm still not sleeping! hahaha. dont know got enough energy or not. hopefully bah!

so sad no one accompany me go down. =( lols.

Fairytale.

2008-09-19T03:51:00.002+08:00

Once upon a time, in a faraway galaxy.
there live Chris and Diane, they live happily till one day under an apple tree.
He ate an apple and died.

End of Story.

Title-less

2008-09-19T03:22:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't even have a thought about it.

Games Games Games!

2008-09-12T15:42:00.002+08:00

I have so many on list in waiting to play!!

PlayStation 2 Console:
1.Final Fantasy X, X-2, XII
2.Onimusha series
3.Fatal Frame series
4.Saiyuki: Journey West

Windows:
1.Defence of the Ancient
2.Diablo III
3.StarCraft II
4.Command & Conquer: Red Alert 3

but i wonder where i can get the pirated games for PS2. -_-

Ever Ready?

2008-09-04T00:11:00.002+08:00

yo, no post on the past few days as i was too lazy to blog.
but since im kinda relax, i shall do a bit of blogging.

today i skipped sch, only because the weather is too good to sleep. haha!
so i woke up very late in the afternoon, did a bit of stuff, then go back sleep again. haha..

monday is the judgement day! woo hoo..

终于以落幕了。

2008-08-31T00:48:00.006+08:00

Don't know it be should be good or bad today. Let me tell you why. Woke up, bath and get changed, brushed teeth then went for class arriving just on the dot at 2pm.

Headed over for theory class at 4pm, had a light lunch and chatted a bit with Mr Goh (my conductor). We started at a later time instead, then till 6.30pm, practice commenced. Attendance was pretty good, so we sang all of our concert repertoire (actually it was to evaluate our standards). Unfortunately, only 3 out of 8 of the repertoire made it to near performance standard.

People below the 75% cap had an audition, 2 out of 4 made it. So after much decision, the choir has reached her decision, which is to cancel the project this year. As said, this year will then be a year for bonding, personally i hope it will help and a better year in 2009. But practice still goes on for "VoiceDance III" as it will be presented on Yanhong&Xianghong's wedding. However, some of the choristers have planned their absence for next year. See how it goes then!

After this meeting, I met up with Paul nevertheless, we ordered night supper Kway Chup, 2 bowls each. We talked about how our day was, then made plans for tomorrow's meet up, and finally made our move.

No photos again! nights.

Good Weekends Planned.

2008-08-30T03:50:00.002+08:00

Today is the annual Teachers' Day celebration.
was having some class in the morning and then the ushering.
after that, was good buffet, seriously.
We all agreed that the food quality is getting better each year! haha.

vocal training ends 6pm.
went home and slept like a log till 12am.
and RSAF-OH etcetera on Sunday, wooooo! (:

no photos for today.

10 days left.

2008-08-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

I missed the encore Beijing Olympics Closing Ceremony part 1 last night.
then slept immediately after the show.
dunno why so tired also.

4:05pm, Thursday.
Today woke up at 5am.
but i still have two hours more till 7am, in the end i forgot to set my alarm.
then cant wake up, keep dragging time lying on the bed.
so didnt go to school, got to do self-revision now.

luckily tomorrow can attend the costing class.
then must go sc room to try the blazer size.

on a random note,
i didnt know i've got a stalker here! haha.
no secrets here lah. =/

大家加油！

2008-08-26T20:19:00.004+08:00

The week after is ex-zam-mint-neh-sion.

1:48am, Wednesday.
This, i'm still mugging.
crazy over the formulae, formats, finding the calculated answers.
and F it.
THE F4.

i'm so going to enjoy myself during the hols.

P.S: I'd always hope to find you.

Time flies.

2008-08-10T01:58:00.003+08:00

Stay home this Sunday, as friends dislike being in crowds.
dunno they singaporean or not. haha.

NDP 08 was nice, especially the black knights!
and i could see and hear the jet planes flying passed my block at a very high speed!
singing was good as well.

then jessica and i was talking away on msn,
discussing how the ndp was, like their costumes, all the past ndp theme songs in different languages.
tsk! jessica confessed that she wanted the 17-year-old jazz singer Nathan Hartono to be her bf. haha.

and then i stoned around for some time.
did some small research, attempted a few push ups. (this is once in a blue moon)
followed by some chats on msn,
finish up parts of an AAC1 past exam paper,
and found myself unfamiliar with all the old topics! =(
need to brush up fast and start an early revision now. 4 weeks left to FYE!

alright, thats about it for today. thank you for popping by. (fortunately or not)
HAPPY 43RD NATIONAL DAY, SINGAPORE!

忙！

2008-08-09T00:46:00.001+08:00

Life has been busy over these few days, this week.
thank you for keep a lookout at this blog, even by any chance.

Two days habit.

2008-08-05T17:38:00.003+08:00

Monday 4 Aug 08
Morning didnt went for lecture cos overslept.
School ends 4pm then headed home for superband.
now everyone is getting the heat and play so well.

Tuesday 5 Aug 08
Today skipped school again cos overslept.
then i just did some arrangements to my desk.
feels better and spacious, can do hw with my computer (hahaha).

and now my schoolwork DOUBLE its load. =(

ice age.

2008-08-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

tv shows again on sunday.

kids club.

2008-08-03T17:05:00.002+08:00

Recounting saturday's activities.
I woke up at 11.15am, rush everything and off for singing class.
just arrived nicely 12pm for class, but i've got to wait.

in the end, everyone was mixed into a group class.
well, afterall it is still not bad, i learnt many things today.
and class ended at around 3.45pm.
it's still early for me, so i hang around with another girl till say, 4.30pm

i went off to Hougang for my music theory lesson.
same again, i was taught many new stuffs as well.
then we bought takeaway as time is running out,
ate and i cleared the kitchen (for goodwill).

choir practice as usual.
we did vocal warm-ups, followed by the polishing, and ended with an ensemble.
i did pretty badly for it, cos i've got bad tempo myself.
but i'm okay singing together with others, dont know why also.

Four including me, decided to watch late-night movie.
meantime we watch dvd, some spoof to starwars and many others.
we had some good laughs at certain scenes.
afterall not bad, but the script is too simple and it is in german language.

so we set foot at the cinema just nice for the show.
its pretty more on special effects but not with very good script.
thats it and thanks for coming today.

All 4 one: I swear.

2008-08-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hi readers, hoppers, passer-by, again. (if there are)

today school was fantastic.
i reach 8am class the first, and finally done with my TPS group project.
went for CTG tutorial, she taught new things: SPECIAL ORDER.

over at cafe2 is marcus and chris from PC.
we are about to go attend the committee meeting up at the 5th floor.
i stay till 3pm, then took lift down to SAC for yet another meeting.
well, it is regarding the upcoming NDP event co-org by the different departments in school.
and i must say today i was very lucky enough to get the free-size blazer for that event.

nothing else seems interesting afterwards.

Superstitious and Fantasize.

2008-07-31T20:49:00.004+08:00

Today was late for school, again!
but was okay lah, just reach the lecture nice enough to finish all questions.
because just need to copy only. hahaa.

lecture was released early say, half an hour earlier today.
so friends and i go over to cafe1 to have our meals.
Yong Tau Foo again.
i think its 2 or 3 days in a row i had that.

went for CTG 1hr tutorial, then had a brief project meeting after class.
hmm, it is to provide problems + solutions for any BIN we want.
then to give a solution that everyone will agree on.
tomorrow TPS class then finish.

then jump over to SC table, talk a bit.
bought ice-cream to pass time.
in the end, we split.

reach home and sleep again. hahaa.
like normal routine already.

oh yes, before i end this.
tonight 12am is the first day of GHOST FEST.
you scare? heh.

ciaos.

Dreams.

2008-07-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

I was supposed to be in class by 8am.
but my alarm just didnt work, and i only arrive to check my test paper.
well, it's quite rare in my entire education history that i have achieved 100% for my paper after so many years back then. and so goes for the first ever in ITE.
BREAKTHROUGH!

then till school ends, went along with wanlin to orchard and bought a few breads that taste really fantastic over at BreakTalk. I hope she is doing fine with those for her dinner.

so I reach home (forgot the time), switch on my computer and go online as usual.
took a nap till say, 15mins past 9 at night. And i've got frightening dream, it has got to do with my studies.
Here goes the dream: I need to choose an elective for my final semester (which I dont need), and in addition with my 2 core modules, i've got 3 instead. My timetable made changes, and i'm shocked with what i'm least expecting.
(well, it may not appear to you as weird, but perhaps this dream is trying to give me a vision say, my PTC might not make it through.)

And I came back to my computer, chance upon Friendster's horoscope, it says: "Dreams are just dreams.." (yeah, i do hope so)*cross-fingers!*

Called mum to buy dinner, but she made porridge. So i went to made it hot, switch on the television and eat. Decided to go for a shower, and currently listen to some good music with WMA.

ciaos, for 1pm tv show.

Why skipped school?

2008-07-29T20:42:00.002+08:00

I skipped school, again.
too tired i guess.
but i think i needa wake up early and attend all classes in case i didnt get what i expected at the end of this sem.

so i went for a haircut, hmm pretty good now.

and then, i had dinner over at NYP with paul, we chatted quite a lot also.
bought honey greentea drink cos my throat isnt feeing good.
and that's all for today.

Untitled.

2008-07-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

school is getting more and more tougher than it seems now.
we have roughly around 3 more weeks to the final exam this sem.
hopefully i can make it through and ace the papers.

took 38 with wanlin to tamp int and went home via mrt.
the trip to and from is so energy-drained everyday.
then we chat quite a bit.
bid goodbyes.

just nice made it home at 7pm,
set phone alarm, and woke up to catch live superband at 8pm.
simultaneously did my music theory homework.
but decided to leave my course homework aside.

the results: C!Star is finally out.
perhaps lady luck isn't smiling at them anymore.

then went bathing and feel good now.
ciaos now, for some tv show.

Just waiting for Monday

2008-07-27T13:31:00.002+08:00

Apparently i'm stoning at home today, and was thinking of sleeping throughout but it doesnt seems to work at all and might even seems redundant. This is how my Sunday go wasted.

No homework, No upcoming test.

Well, i'm going to wait till nightfall and catch some television.

Understand things myself will do.

2008-07-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

Some movies actually portrait certain areas of my life.
that makes me ponder.

After all these years, i was thinking through, and realised i have not been accepting the fact and i should really consider doing things much more meaningful.
whereby serving others as there are people who needs more help than myself out there.

I need to become more humble myself.
But sometimes i just know that would not happen. (maybe im lazy)
--------------

Anyway, im tired today.

Saturday is my Music Day.

2008-07-26T11:51:00.002+08:00

New skin again.
Found and did it last night.

Yes, I just woke up.
Too tired, and in fact, i was supposed to go for my singing class at 10am.
But a girl just happen to be sick, i can take over her slot at 1pm, too nice of her. (hahaha)
And I dont think im really good at the four homework songs.

After that, i will prolly have a lunch and go down to club.
Plan to set off at around 4pm, so i can reach just nice for my music theory lesson at 5pm.

Till 6pm, i can have half an hour for dinner.
and choir practice commence until 9.30pm.

oh well, thats all for today.
music everywhere. (haha)

朋友

2008-07-17T22:42:00.002+08:00

I'm tongue-tied with so many things to say.

Just so glad to meet the people in the band.
Friendship without self-interest is the best gift.

go veg farm, lei.

2008-05-29T02:23:00.005+08:00

Test is over! rejoice!!
so now im rejuvenating by having a private movie marathon :D

hi chris

2008-05-17T01:29:00.002+08:00

yes, boring school again.
I only attended an hour of costing.

Went to Bugis next with sam,
and ate at BJ's Mac,
sitting outside with the scorching sun shinning on us while we slowly feast on our delicious meal.
Ice Latte is the best! haha.

We meet up with the rest,
and went photoshoot together.

Afterwards, we all went for a walk and home sweet home.

dead meat for sure.

2008-05-14T13:56:00.003+08:00

Can you actually believe I was lying on my bed all along and didn't attend the stupid school today?
well, in fact, I did.

Let's hear what I have missed for today.
It will be the core accounts, costing and freaky taxation.
that is a lot for one day. gawdd! >.<

you may be asking why, the reason was:
1. I overslept for the first lesson, and since, I decided not to go school today.
2. School just implemented a hard way of dealing latecomers, 10mins grace time and door will be locked!! It will be a waste of time.
Morale of the story: Don't be late forever. ROAR~!

okay, now back here.
Costing test is set in tomorrow, at ten in the morning. I think I will need to mug again now. But there's an appointment today, I wonder if...

CA1: 15/5/2008 10am

2008-05-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

I'm currently spending my time and energy reading up words while watching television :D
~multi-tasking~

sort of like giving myself some pressure, and squeeze every tiny little cells in my brain to memorise the whole of chapter one and three. argh!

We Sing

2008-05-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

4:30pm - 9:30pm
Tenor Sectional + Consonance practice

thats five hours of singing,
including idle time and dinner.

ZhengChang:
"Christmas songs are meant to be melodious"
I agree.

Good songs:
Mid-Winter (only girls)
Taco Bell Cannon

Practice was fine.
didnt think there's anything went wrong, I guess.

side note:
I must spend more effort in remembering to get the year's practice schedule from mister goh by two week's time. PRIORITY!

clubbbbb

2008-05-10T02:53:00.000+08:00

I seriously love Techno/Trance.
whatever you say so.

where

2008-05-09T02:03:00.001+08:00

I remember we promised to take ABRSM grade 4 music theory together.

dead

2008-05-03T23:03:00.002+08:00

Hello.
today my day is bad and dull.

I'm tired.
my life is unique in a way that, nothing is real.
I don't know what I'm talking too.
thanks, see you, bye bye.

Children’s Season 2008

2008-05-01T20:33:00.008+08:00

"It has been said in theory that listening to Mozart’s music can enhance kids’ intellect. The event features a series of exhibitions aimed at stimulating the intellect of children through refining their senses.

Leading the exhibits is ‘Mozart – A Child Prodigy’,

which invites kids to explore 11 themed rooms to compare their present everyday life with young Mozart’s, back in the 18th Century.

Expected to be a crowd favourite, this award-winning exhibition was the brain-child of the world renowned De Ponte Institute and ZOOM Children’s Museum. Gone are the usual serious ‘do-not-touch’ works of art for the section of the museum, and in their place is a ‘playground’ full of interesting artefacts for kids to toy and tinker with.

Visitors can expect a whole list of fascinating tasks to complete, including mixing herbal remedies, dressing up as aristocrats, writing with quill and ink, making wigs and learning to dance. Apart from experiencing life in Mozart’s time, visitors will also get to know his music, which will be accompanying the exhibition.

The exhibition is opened to everyone and there really is no reason why those older than twelve-years-old should not let their inner child come out and play. After all, it’s never too late to learn, or to discover a hidden talent.

It will be held from May 1 to July 6 (10:00am - 6:00pm) at the National Museum of Singapore."

The above is credited by Channel NewsAsia.

A medium-length video related: National Museum celebrates the young with Mozart

Who is interested in going for this event?

I believe all music enthusiast should go for it, as it will be a fun-filled experience that help you in understanding more about the great musician, Mozart.

Interested parties, can approach me to go together!!! Why not?

Ticketing Information:

$15 for an adult (price excludes SISTIC charges)

L-O-V-E

2008-04-29T23:14:00.003+08:00

I have things to say so I decided to blog, once again.

I dont know if my feelings are right,
it has been almost a year since we first met, speak and smile to each other.
we even go to an extent of a relationship that is never meant to last.

now a year has passed,
I noticed the change in us.
so, I revealed my feelings to her two days ago.
but things just started on the track with another friend.

I felt retreated from his personal message.
both of them can be together again,
but just because he has a problem hanging, which only he himself can resolve it.
now it all depends, if he wants to have her, he will have to face himself.
best of luck.

I decided to let things to its way, and not dwell into love deeply.
sorry if I gave you some false hope.

Fine $500 for viewing

2008-04-16T00:46:00.003+08:00

hi readers, want to know how's my life?
actually i dont want to blog at first, but since im too bored,
i might as well do it.

starting from my 1 mth hols,
i've been doing nth for the 1st week, perhaps some reading.
and camps on the 2nd week.
3rd week was nyp exchange, pretty fun and with new peeps.
then im juz working till sch starts.

before school, i juz checked my sem2 results.
and im quite satisfied with it,
the grades is as follows:
Intermediate Accounting - A
Banking & Financial Svcs - A
Biz Communications - B
total cum gpa: 3.441
total cca gpa: 0.15
*u do the maths.*

now its school,
i didnt sleep well the day b4 school starts,
maybe im too excited or juz sick of hols.

-1st day of school-
we begin school with first lecture lesson at the MLT.
and i got freaked out when i recd my timetable!
monday 8am to 5pm (juz like a normal working day -_-)
and the rest of the week are pretty fine.
finally met my 2 core mod teachers and my CA,
both are very experienced and good in nature,
thats im glad to hear.

i juz realized im having lectures for all my 3 mods!
its my first time experiencing this,
think i'll be fine. ^^

after sch juz went home and almost slept on the train! hahaaha.
then i juz used my com for awhile and went to sleep at ard 9pm+.
sry if i didnt reply anyone of u in msn >.<

-2nd day of school-
first lesson at 12pm was cancelled,
then went to cafe2 to rest.
up for 2nd lesson, and cool teacher finished teaching chapter 1 alr. (:
thats shld be all for today.
home sweet home.

-school tml and thurs-
i will be skipping classes for SC, promo of ignite4 (telematch).
which will be ACC1 and both tourism first lecture and first tutorial! ):
i hate skipping class, it makes me feel uncomfortable. zzz
right, enough of ranting.
i bet u dont like. lol.

tml 8am.

I saw guan yin ma

2008-03-30T19:49:00.004+08:00

time check: 7.50pm, Sunday.

took a train off to msia after choir last night.
no traffic.

its so rare to see beggers ard now and then,
but msia is 1 place you can spot one.
the thing that came across my mind when walking pass,
made me felt that study is so impt,
that i dont ever wanna to end up like them.
i bet u second that.

-excluding the unncessary-
slept at almost 2am,
but i juz couldnt settle down,
many crap things came and visit me,
prolly bcos i have to be awake by 5 in the morning,
to prepare for qing ming.
i can say its my first visit to the graveyard ever in my life,
to visit my passed away grandparents.

the first place was untidy, paths are not straight,
which makes u pay extra attention on where u land your foot.
but the morning sky was wonderful,
no sun, juz rays and clouds.
i must say it is very very cool.

next we move off to another place,
but we were caught up in the traffic,
finally we reach after a nap,
carried all the stuffs,
and went uphill.
this time was much better, with straight paths,
and almost good alignment of the graves,
but its too narrow in-between.
the sun is out by now, and im sun-tanning for free.
-i shall not mention the bad that had happened during this trip (: -

LATE BRUNCH! (which is finally -.-)
i filled my stomach with 2 plates of wanton mee,
and a can of 300ml soya bean drink.

back home and shower.
ate lunch and pack up,
off to City Square at jb.
i walked alone a few arounds of the mall,
finally brought a medium size mocha frapp from starbucks,
and a present for my friend's upcoming bday which falls on this thurs.

squeeze back to sg,
now home relax.
home is juz best =D

sick

2008-03-29T12:05:00.002+08:00

work, work, work.

life.

off today & tml.

hope i can get enough rest,

which prolly wont, i think.

b4 i go busy with my day today,

i'll juz blog a bit.

tonight i'll be leaving sg for a day.

dunno why nowadays,

suddenly talk a lot of crap (i guess so),

and silent is best at times.

now im feeling and thinking sth contradicting.

blah, nvm.

status: flu.

no title

2008-03-28T06:58:00.003+08:00

Jialin: Im least interested in blog nw cos not many ppl see. =)

anw, im juz gg to update what happened recently.
its the march hols now, practically i had nth to do during the 1st week.
i juz slack and waited for camp to arrive, work and the nyp exchange next week.

camp was comfortable,
let me begin with the food, it was cooked over at the air-condition canteen,
delicious with huge servings.
next was the stay, all campers' room have air-con, comfortable bed, much like a 3-star hotel.
games/activities was eventful, with values input in every1 of them.
last but not least, was the lectures, grp presentation cum vids were benefiting to every1.
we had joy to bits (:

so now im working, selling biz pants at TS.
im juz glad the working environment wasnt like the previous time i was there.

before the last, its my march exam's results first on 2nd april, followed by the nyp exchange and a week of work, then i'll be back to sch as a 2nd yr student.

and i need to go shopping soon ^^

TITLE

2008-03-07T23:07:00.001+08:00

-update, literally-

get set, ready, go!

2008-02-01T20:06:00.000+08:00

today is the ending of a week and a beginning of a month.
weekend is here again.
time is really fast.

everything will start and end 5 weeks from now.
gogogogogogo!

hmm, potluck session tomorrow.
what should I bring? FB? lol.

emotions;emotions

2008-02-01T02:03:00.000+08:00

Mood: Emo (sian)

well, thats what im feeling right now,
so i decided to blog and say what i want.

I play dota so often these days,
because I've friends playing tgt with me.
it feels good nonetheless,
beats anything like playing alone.

today, heard some breaking news which I was looking forward to.
well, maybe I try to be their new friends,
but still, I now understand its not easy.

Sometimes, we do need to love and be loved.
thats human touch, everyone needs it.
im used to such lonely feelings now,
so even if it continues for another few months or years.
let me be alone.

burp

2008-01-30T00:37:00.000+08:00

one of my classmate came back.
thanks for the gift.

homework!

goodnightssssssssssz

2008-01-27T02:14:00.000+08:00

today went for club.
choir learn new songs, doing new things too.
bought dinner home, thats all.

board the bus home,
and saw my cousin, my aunt, my uncle.
in fact, the whole family.
sort of fated.
well, its good you get to meet your relatives once in a while.

its boring back home.
sentiments exactly with my friends.
so listening to the radio as usual.
my recommendation is check up the news online,
even thou you dont fancy reading the newspaper.

bb, tml shopping.

okokokko

2008-01-26T02:57:00.000+08:00

today someone just ruined her image.yucks.

dotadotadotadotadotadotadota everyday.
listening to the radio each night.
presentation preparation slowly.
waste time every minute.
slowly rot away.

okay, tml long day.

her

2008-01-23T13:13:00.000+08:00

black nails,
black eyes
white doll shoes,
posh bag,
same college.

she lives near me!
*somehow only i knew why..*

wait and wait

2008-01-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

after a sleep today,
i finally understand how to do section B. darn!
im the stupidest boy in the world to forget that trade-in = no more.
IAC = B + (possible C)
BCM = low B
BFS = B + (possible A) + presentation
S&W = no news (zzz)

well, good luck to me.

an overseas trip with the class?
its my first.
i shall decide with my exam.

anyway, today is 黄金路 finale.
i hope there is a sequel.

LNY is coming,
and it's time to shop and spend. (:

i hate today

2008-01-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

today first day as security guard.
report to sch, eat mcdonald breakfast.

then stand until legs ache.
maybe you want to know the inside,
im just blocking any attempt for whoever want to escape.
had a few jokers, and some year1 ENGG boys, act cheeky.
say want go out pick up call, inside too noisy.
well, just allowed one to go out, close one eye.

and after the event,
its like shit.
cannot control the crowd,
all just barge here and there.
they dont give you a damn,
thats why i say its useless.
what a day.

after that debrief,
followed by 2nd debrief.
then go home.

/if its not for my NYAA, i wouldnt have participate.
BLs aint any better (heard from my friend).
well, just that sometimes a normal student will be as good.
its either you DONT BE SOMEBODY or BE SOMEBODY./

life is tiring.

2008-01-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

well, no time no blog. =D
because test and test, mug and mug.
tomorrow the second last, then must start to mug for FYE.

I realised that I have been sending people ideas of me doing lame things.
I should also take courage and stop whatever it is.
these sort of stuff should be 'nough said.

thanks for popping by and be the silent watcher.

AWAKE.

2008-01-11T07:03:00.000+08:00

IAMNOTSLEEPING!IAMNOTSLEEPING!IAMNOTSLEEPING!

apparently I stay up all night doing nothing but play games.
I think I've slept enough since I didnt attend school yesterday.

my attendence is going to get affected,
soon enough,
I may be blacklisted in the debarment list. =/

okay, so I'm going to school today.
since I've nothing to do for now in fact.
test today on the upcoming CA2.
man, school is just like that.

that's it.

week 2

2008-01-09T00:23:00.000+08:00

it is already the second week of 2008.
still keeping up the track, in fact,
just mug and mug whenever free.

because ca2 is coming to haunt me >.<
ca1 both grade B,
this time must improve. rawr!!

I have this feeling sem2 will not rock better.
gotta keep my fingers crossed**

okay mh, please pass me your external HD tml -_-
I really need to save my life.zzzz

everyday stay up so late dunno do what.
nth to do also. T_T
nights.

off to go

2008-01-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

school is commencing next week, monday.
it's a chore.

i guess there isnt much happening these days.
new year still have things brought forward from last year.
things will be fine.

just changed to a new desktop yesterday.
its nth much, just windows vista basic >.<

seeya

First day

2008-01-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

Please remember to write xx/xx/2008 as the date in all you do.
dont live in the past. haha.

yesterday night was countdown at raffles place, fullerton hotel nearby.
did some stupid shit,
and watch fireworks after the 10secs countdown.
stay overnight at boat quay, ate some snacks and chat around.
after that, some of the people + me went off to the esplanade to eat,
and took a cab down cine leisure to watch "I am Legend" at 4.30am.
(can you believe that? its freaking early and my first!)
the movie was okay, not very special.
home sweet home afterwards.
time check was 6+ in the morning.

took a train home,
saw a few not-worth-mentioning people on the way,
reach home and left my pc on,
went for bed and woke up now to blog.

A new year, wish it will be a better year.
projects, test, revision still exist.
i've not even touch them a lot,
im like suiciding, drowning slowly away.

new year

2007-12-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

as much as many happy and unhappy events had happened.
2008 is round the corner.

happy new year earthlings.

my resolution for 2008 is to fulfil my resolution.
what's yours?

Black Instrument.

2007-12-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

The whole morning today was just snoring away.
until I woke up in the noon.
and start using the pc.

I msged lydia to change the timing.
and god knows, the whole of afternoon was pouring heavily.
thank to my laziness, i didnt style my hair today.

everything was black today,
my dressing, my hair, my eyes and the guitar.
when i reach Raffles City Shopping Centre,
i was totally in awe,
everything have changed,
the big space was no longer there anymore,
it turned into a shopping centre with just a walkway,
just like any other ones.

lydia was just having her break time,
and i left after she passed me her guitar.
thanks.

i left for church,
and found its too early,
they are holding a special event tonight,
so it will be little different.
and during which, i asked Chen Wei to help tune the guitar,
and discuss a bit about music.
thanks a lot.

the whole event was very good,
unlike the past that makes me almost fallen asleep.
the sermon was thrilling.
and only today, i was exposed to a beautiful song by Corinne May.
"Five loaves, Two fishes"
it is a new song in her fourth album, releasing this year.

we went for LJS after it ended,
and play a bit of the guitar meanwhile.
too bad, i cant join them for 'tau hway' due to time constraint.
i will have to cab home instead.

so now im home.

14 Dec 2007 - 04 Jan 2008

2007-12-14T17:39:00.000+08:00

Morning - Noon
Principal dialogue session w/ SC @ 10am.

Afternoon
Met up with Paul and went to the library @ bishan tgt.
on the way thru, I know of Show's event (only know the time:7pm),
maybe it is today, with so many crowds queueing up, meanwhile sitting down.

I sourced for 3 subjects,
but only 2 were found.
1. Anita Blake
2. Korean Language
In the end, I borrowed 5 books in total.
2 and 3 books respectively.

I started to realise I didnt have much space to keep the books,
so I carried it with my hands,
then me and paul cracked some humurous joke,
why didnt the NLB consider giving away carrier bag for borrowers. haha.
good feedback you know! =D

meanwhile on the way off,
those crowds sitting down were looking curiously why am I carrying so many books,
but it is nth la.

then saw some Y-hope people idling around.
Minghui caught me, had a brief convo,
and there came her friend, a boy,
ended up conferencing tgt. haha
hmm, very good first impression.
so we bid goodbyes.

next I saw Pearling & Tammy (both ex-bpsians) near the mrt station.
today met so many coincidentally. O_O
well, its a good day of course. =D

BISHAN IS THE BEST!

trip to kfc.

2007-12-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

well, im back home again.
just before, i had my shoes sent for repair,
cos the shoe is sick.
and bcos of this, i walked the whole tpy just to find one shoemaker.
the funny thing is i walked past the shop once,
and i didnt even notice it,
until i came back and found it. zzzz

this is my first experience in finding a shoemaker in my entire life.
and it turn out like shit.
nvm, i think the shoemaker want to con me,
bcos i still cant understand why i need to pay $20 just to change sth.
but i've no choice,
i need it for tomorrow morning.

meanwhile,
eunice came and look me up,
and we are so hungry,
we headed to the kfc for dinner.
after that, she claimed she felt very cold,
so we left there immediately after eating.

i asked her to acc me to get the shoe back,
but the shoemaker need another 10 more minutes before the shoe is ready.
then in turn, i sent her off the interchange,
waited for ard 20mins or so, the bus came and poof!,
there she goes.

and i decided to head back to get my shoe first,
before i go to the foodcourt and buy dinner for mum (bcos she is lazy).
and home sweet home.

Christmas is next up!

2007-12-13T13:05:00.000+08:00

Wednesday, 12 Dec 2007
im late as usual to sch.
and sch is duper boring, needless to say.
another new topic before term break, to me, its a heavy load.

then go home watch tv, use com and sleep.
oh ya, today also the day for my phone's virgin drop. =(

Today
Thursday, 13 Dec 2007
i didnt went to sch today,
and news came to say class is cancelled tml, hooray!
in short, hols came early. haha.
so im staying home to rot, grow fungus, and stone.

Formula:
hols = (sleeping time increase + own time own target + waste time day-dreaming + lameness power increase + homework many many until you scare scare) - go school.

well, the above is my formula for hols.
so whats yours?
feel free to express it out, and let me know =D

today is the first day of hols, also the first day i play back dota.
its sian and boring de, with those leavers and nuggers.

hmm, perhaps gg out later,
cos i crave for kfc chic, man. lol.

OH SHIT!
i just rmb tml must go sch for the principal dialogue session in the freaking morning.
one word: sian1/2

see la, hols also so busy yet so free.
very random. =/

okay, shld be like this for now.
i'll post again later this night if im not tired. haha.

before i go, im so anticipate to saturday,
bcos i can get to use a guitar personally alr. weee!

Sleeping Beauty woke up liao.

2007-12-12T09:39:00.000+08:00

okay, im so tired after the dinner that night so i didnt blog.

Monday, 10 Dec 2007
sch in the morning as usual.
afterwards i went home to rest, before i get prepared and set off to a far far away place(not galaxy).
tonight is Mei Xiang's wedding, also her big day.
and the place took me an hour to arrive, bcos its located at jurong east.
then im supposed to meet charmane tan before gg up to the restaurant.
but i waited for ages, msg her and no replies. wth
im not complaining, but its plain annoying to wait for someone with no response.
so i went up myself, passed mx the red packet and settled down.

the night itself was wonderful.
the food was alright, then chat a bit with those ex-bpsians.
then afterwards, i went home with 2 pretty girls. hehe =D

Tuesday, 11 Dec 2007
okay, i think its sch not as usual. lol.
oh ya, i was too tired after the dinner so i woke up late,
and went only for one module today.
just heck care. i need to sleep. bcos i got appt with zhou gong. =/

thats abt it.
thank you for patronizing.

Music day!

2007-12-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

Today my sunday is a wonderful and meaningful day.
I woke up and met bryan to his church.
we were somehow late but not very late. haha.

his church was at the Max Pavilion.
the piece of land is very spacious.
and also the best church i've visited so far.

on stage, they have a big group of backup singers,
a few guitarist, drummer, lead singers, but of all that caught my eyes, was the good dancers.
they are the first i've ever seen in the church.
besides that, all those necessary things such as lightings etc. just have the concert feel.
and ben was one of the guitarist performing.

afterwhich, they lead me to the baby delication.
a new born 40 days baby to one of the pastor and wife from the church.

then ben was finally here when it ended.
i followed him to get a acoustic guitar,
then i hd my lunch before he start teaching me.
today i really want to thank him,
although it was only the basics,
but all he taught me was really impt.
so i now beginning to feel how prominent singers such as jay chou,
discover their music,
the effort they have putted in,
and how talented they are, in not only singing but playing many instruments.

ok, now im back home.
sourcing for a guitar,
and found one saviour. haha thanks.
the show on channel 8 just ended. did you catch it?
so many oldies and so many old actors and actresses came back.
im gg to buy the compilation album, those songs from the past 25years.

Celebrating 25 Years of Chinese Drama - 【戏剧情牵25】电视金曲纪念珍藏版!

CS meet BRYAN.

2007-12-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggy,
your bloggist is here to blog.

Today i brought myself out to SRCC,
i reached there so early then got nth to do,
in fact, most of the time.
just sitting ard, watch the kids play and then end up playing UNO. haha

next! i met a new friend, a boy, bryan.
and had dinner near chomps with fid and ben.
after that i reach home late for the show for almost an hour.
bcos today is the finale.
but nvm la, chilling out w/ friends also not bad an idea.

so, this is my saturday.
what's your saturday?

Hello!

2007-12-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

well, actually im very pissed this morning.
since that is they want to do, let them be.
its gg to be over soon.
and thanks for opening my heart and fill me in what i didnt know, mrs-k.

Elated 19th Birthday, our exco-proj chair, Uncle Desmond GAY!
glad to hear that you like the present and the effort we've for you.

Then i made a trip over to library @ Bishan,
to return two books,
and one of which i didnt even the have time to read.
had my fill with 2 comic books before i left,
and had a brief convo with my sec choir ex-TIC, Mr Chia, along w/ his two children.
then bought XXL Chic to make the hunger go away,
vroom vroom, the bus came then hop on and go home!

stupid weather,
i was feeling hot even while im sleeping. zzz
woke up use com awhile, do blog-hop and wait for Her Majesty to bring dinner back.

oh yes!
before i forgot,
im so excited looking forward to sunday.
cos im gg to meet new friends,
and start my first guitar lesson. hehe :D

thats abt it,
and here i go for the tv.
tata!

EDIT
got watch korean drama?
they are so nice to watch.
nice songs, nice script, nice cast.
makes me so excited to learn abt the Korean Lang.
then i can go Korea find Korean wife, to cook chicken ginseng soup for me. HAHA!
well, its just an insider joke.
but who knows, maybe for real? tsktsk.

3rd post in a row.

2007-12-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

hello.
this is my 3rd post, before i close my day and sleep.
why? cos i have a lot of time today.

i blog again bcos i felt i've sth holding on.
this will be a short post.
and this can be a 'so-called' answer to Monday, May 07, 2007.
it doesnt matter the time.

i was clouded by my own perception, previously.
my mind was having the thought of having more friends.
the reason may due to bcos i dont have many friends in sec sch.
i didnt know what i did will have a huge consequences.

'is having so many friends impt?' or 'having a few good friends impt?'
this qn is debatable.
it's how the person think at a certain pt of time.

now, im just gg to be back the old responsible and sensible me.
and the old me who mind people scolding 'fuck'.

no one have to say anything.
its a change for myself.
everyone can hate me or like being with me.
i dont wish to have sympathy on me,
just feel your way in befriending me.

im just so not gg to be concerning over everything.
study and play then thats it.

julian beever's

2007-12-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

new skin!
it's sth brighter to lift my mood.
the colors and design are just perfect.

just as i came across this skin creator.
her entries are wonderful.
whereby you can learn a lot just from reading it.

here, i'd like to bring you into a new world.
perhaps you may or may not know this talented person.
his name is Julian Beever.

Julian Beever is an English chalk artist who has been creating chalk drawings on pavement surfaces since the mid-1990s. His works are created using a projection called anamorphosis, and create the illusion of three dimensions when viewed from the correct angle.

now, i'm gg to show you a few out of his many artwork.
caution: heavy resolution.

Angels

Beneath

Batman & Robin

The Great White Shark

Flood

Rescue mission

Our friendly fly

Transformers ad for Mt. Dew

today is thursday

2007-12-06T12:54:00.000+08:00

the worse thing today just pissed me off the shelve.
some people just dont have the basic manners when requesting for sth.
it may although be part of a contribution by you,
not like I want to say,
but where has the basic courtesy went to?
no one has to believe what i do is right or wrong.
im just rigid.

DELIGHTFUL 20TH BIRTHDAY, CHARMANE TAN!
dinner tonight yo.

???

2007-12-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

Life is about being happy.
Life can be anything.
and so, Life taught me how to wear a mask.

The war is never ending.
Giving in who is the wise man.

and choose our friends, wisely.
To have these uproars, it is unncessary.
It doesnt matters any word coming forth,
It is the reaction measured.
Take the hatred willingly,
for God is magnanimous.

returning to you

2007-12-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

if you are reading,
please get this clear in yr head.
if you notice, or perhaps not,
you're alr pin-pointing everything to my head.

yes, i did mentioned abt your bf today.
but there were none negative pts, agree or not?
i was merely saying while i was late, you'd your bf to accompany you.
anything i said was wrong?
what sup with no gf?
i'm not pulling r/s in neither.
what is this?

if you keep saying i push all the blame to others,
where i get those reasons from? i dig them from the graves?
i am confused, when you say i accused you and not happy with you?
then why did you say abt shervon either?
i agree we 3 are angry at that pt of time, so today you turn back and bite me la?
2ndly, im not prejudice against anyone in particular. mind you.
im stating the facts.

as you mentioned,
im selfish and kpo cos i started discussion after i finish my lunch?
why nv say out and wait until now? if you're saying give me face, that excuses.
i nv talk, then your say i quiet,
when i talk, you say i kpo. what is it you want huh?

and can you clearly tell me what is it when i asked for ans and what none wish to ans me?
tell me what im asking for? am i God to predict that?

you dare say i did not contribute during the discussion?
i knew what was going on, and im listening.
AND i did what contribute, there were even laughters, you dont rmb?
now you malign me of this small action, taking a spare min looking at the brochure?
dont forget, i've spent time figure out and type every single word for the script.

and regarding my attitude and character.
im perfectly clear of who i am, and what i am.
do you see me showing attitude to anyone unknowingly? i bet you dont.
i only show it to those who show attitude to me in the first place alright.
i dont offend anyone out of the blue, if not i wouldnt be here alive?
and dont you dare say you are not carried away, with those vulgar words tgt with val?
its still clear in my mind, each and every sentence begins with the word 'cb'.

and im here to tell you,
you are all out against me.
and to show what i mean, those mentioned in your blog are just excuses.
if i have reasons countering every sentence from you, it shows that im of clear conscious.
if im selfish, would i contribute so much from my previous post to the grp?
would i spend so much effort in msg you guys telling all those 'nonsense'?

lastly, i do agree with you life is just full of unexpected challenges such as quarrels and conflicts.
and is it the way to solve the quarrels and conflicts? maybe not my way, but your way thou.
do you have to start shouting at me in front of everyone in the class?
do you ever respect me or at least a bit to say?
just see what others will say, giving a fair comment would do.

and i do reflect upon myself. do you?
and this qn pop by: what wrong i did to make you and the others unhappy abt?
before you ans this, note this got nth to do with my attitude.
im trying to give in, are you?