Where can you find such a mother, that somtimes cooks, do laundry, spent money to get you educated, gives you pocket-money, a place to stay, buy you a desktop computer, clothed you.

But how about the other side of her?

-She has depression, bad tempered, spout vulgarities, physically and emotionally abusive, bad-mouthing you to everyone in whatever she think it is wrong (she doesnt want to do covers).

-She thinks singing is pointless, that has no future at all.
-She is very sensitive towards anything related to money.

Today my teacher said something very meaningful.
She said, some people are just fortunate enough to have a sugar dad, who can afford to let them pursue their interest or dreams, such as setting up business. While we are studying to get a certificate, and work to earn for a living. We don't have a liberal choice for many things in life.

You may start to wonder, where is my mum's first husband?

-He abandoned us since I was three.
-He is stingy, cruel, and a loser in life.
-He made us led a miserable life, especially me.
-He doesnt love us.
-He has a bad character.

All in all, he makes a very lousy father. He doesnt deserve me calling him that.
Partly because of their decision, I am despised by relatives and her friends.
They are all hypocrites that acted in front of me.

Grade 3 Music Theory Results:
Merit, 88/100 marks

Damn sad! because 2 more marks get me to Distinction, which I am anticipating. Now my heart is bleeding, slowly becoming numb.

Right, on the other hand. Should be taking grade 4 if im not wrong this year. Will work even harder!

Since school is going start on five, i will just make use of this chance to blog (:

2008 has been a long year for me, why? bcos looking back i seems to have done a lot of things.
i have simple resolution for 2009, for now. things are unpredictable you know, sometimes they dont go the way you want it to be. true?

for twice, i have been going to the same pub with the familiar faces, its during xmas' eve and last day of 08. we agreed that on xmas' eve its better, as in the atmosphere, maybe we have more people and drama around us that night. ^^

now? look at the time. woke up so early, you might think right? haha xD
actually is cant sleep then dl a few mmo songs, listen music from my itunes, surfing the net waves.

the 3 weeks hols may be long nor short, but just nice enough to get me forget my hw and the drive. just earlier today, hw is getting on my nerves, cos you know lah..