This is the world we are living in. It is not enough just to have a forte in singing, but many many others such as beatbox, dancing, musical instruments. The world is changing from plain simple to demanding. To be honest, I'm lagging very badly behind the rest in front of me.

Which of course, I have the idea of moving along with them. But perhaps due to the circumstances, like money and opportunities. I've also started to take a new turn in music, doubting my abilities and passion. "Is this really what I want?" I asked.


I know I have made a fool out of myself.

Plans:
-Learn foreign language
-Learn guitar
-Learn piano
-Work harder for Consonance 09 & Hikari

I want to improvise myself !

Suddenly lost focus while looking at them, or just a wrong song? I wondered.
I was so tense up that I went toilet a few times. Met two nice people there but forgot to exchange numbers, oh well..

Bad experience, now back to square one. Nothing to lose but the opportunity of a lifetime, with capital and time invested.

Or the prophecy is true?

-And after today, I'm going to put in super-duper-extra effort in my singing, I swear!

Me: Teacher, how did you get this answer?
A: Later, that one not important.
B: Exactly!

That word from B just shot right through my heart away.
What did she know about? Bitch.

She better watch out, I'll wait for my chance to come any minute.

"You fear because you have something to lose"