as much as many happy and unhappy events had happened.
2008 is round the corner.

happy new year earthlings.

my resolution for 2008 is to fulfil my resolution.
what's yours?

The whole morning today was just snoring away.
until I woke up in the noon.
and start using the pc.

I msged lydia to change the timing.
and god knows, the whole of afternoon was pouring heavily.
thank to my laziness, i didnt style my hair today.

everything was black today,
my dressing, my hair, my eyes and the guitar.
when i reach Raffles City Shopping Centre,
i was totally in awe,
everything have changed,
the big space was no longer there anymore,
it turned into a shopping centre with just a walkway,
just like any other ones.

lydia was just having her break time,
and i left after she passed me her guitar.
thanks.

i left for church,
and found its too early,
they are holding a special event tonight,
so it will be little different.
and during which, i asked Chen Wei to help tune the guitar,
and discuss a bit about music.
thanks a lot.

the whole event was very good,
unlike the past that makes me almost fallen asleep.
the sermon was thrilling.
and only today, i was exposed to a beautiful song by Corinne May.
"Five loaves, Two fishes"
it is a new song in her fourth album, releasing this year.

we went for LJS after it ended,
and play a bit of the guitar meanwhile.
too bad, i cant join them for 'tau hway' due to time constraint.
i will have to cab home instead.

so now im home.

Morning - Noon
Principal dialogue session w/ SC @ 10am.

Afternoon
Met up with Paul and went to the library @ bishan tgt.
on the way thru, I know of Show's event (only know the time:7pm),
maybe it is today, with so many crowds queueing up, meanwhile sitting down.

I sourced for 3 subjects,
but only 2 were found.
1. Anita Blake
2. Korean Language
In the end, I borrowed 5 books in total.
2 and 3 books respectively.

I started to realise I didnt have much space to keep the books,
so I carried it with my hands,
then me and paul cracked some humurous joke,
why didnt the NLB consider giving away carrier bag for borrowers. haha.
good feedback you know! =D

meanwhile on the way off,
those crowds sitting down were looking curiously why am I carrying so many books,
but it is nth la.

then saw some Y-hope people idling around.
Minghui caught me, had a brief convo,
and there came her friend, a boy,
ended up conferencing tgt. haha
hmm, very good first impression.
so we bid goodbyes.

next I saw Pearling & Tammy (both ex-bpsians) near the mrt station.
today met so many coincidentally. O_O
well, its a good day of course. =D

BISHAN IS THE BEST!

well, im back home again.
just before, i had my shoes sent for repair,
cos the shoe is sick.
and bcos of this, i walked the whole tpy just to find one shoemaker.
the funny thing is i walked past the shop once,
and i didnt even notice it,
until i came back and found it. zzzz

this is my first experience in finding a shoemaker in my entire life.
and it turn out like shit.
nvm, i think the shoemaker want to con me,
bcos i still cant understand why i need to pay $20 just to change sth.
but i've no choice,
i need it for tomorrow morning.

meanwhile,
eunice came and look me up,
and we are so hungry,
we headed to the kfc for dinner.
after that, she claimed she felt very cold,
so we left there immediately after eating.

i asked her to acc me to get the shoe back,
but the shoemaker need another 10 more minutes before the shoe is ready.
then in turn, i sent her off the interchange,
waited for ard 20mins or so, the bus came and poof!,
there she goes.

and i decided to head back to get my shoe first,
before i go to the foodcourt and buy dinner for mum (bcos she is lazy).
and home sweet home.

Wednesday, 12 Dec 2007
im late as usual to sch.
and sch is duper boring, needless to say.
another new topic before term break, to me, its a heavy load.

then go home watch tv, use com and sleep.
oh ya, today also the day for my phone's virgin drop. =(

Today
Thursday, 13 Dec 2007
i didnt went to sch today,
and news came to say class is cancelled tml, hooray!
in short, hols came early. haha.
so im staying home to rot, grow fungus, and stone.

Formula:
hols = (sleeping time increase + own time own target + waste time day-dreaming + lameness power increase + homework many many until you scare scare) - go school.

well, the above is my formula for hols.
so whats yours?
feel free to express it out, and let me know =D

today is the first day of hols, also the first day i play back dota.
its sian and boring de, with those leavers and nuggers.

hmm, perhaps gg out later,
cos i crave for kfc chic, man. lol.

OH SHIT!
i just rmb tml must go sch for the principal dialogue session in the freaking morning.
one word: sian1/2

see la, hols also so busy yet so free.
very random. =/

okay, shld be like this for now.
i'll post again later this night if im not tired. haha.

before i go, im so anticipate to saturday,
bcos i can get to use a guitar personally alr. weee!

okay, im so tired after the dinner that night so i didnt blog.

Monday, 10 Dec 2007
sch in the morning as usual.
afterwards i went home to rest, before i get prepared and set off to a far far away place(not galaxy).
tonight is Mei Xiang's wedding, also her big day.
and the place took me an hour to arrive, bcos its located at jurong east.
then im supposed to meet charmane tan before gg up to the restaurant.
but i waited for ages, msg her and no replies. wth
im not complaining, but its plain annoying to wait for someone with no response.
so i went up myself, passed mx the red packet and settled down.

the night itself was wonderful.
the food was alright, then chat a bit with those ex-bpsians.
then afterwards, i went home with 2 pretty girls. hehe =D

Tuesday, 11 Dec 2007
okay, i think its sch not as usual. lol.
oh ya, i was too tired after the dinner so i woke up late,
and went only for one module today.
just heck care. i need to sleep. bcos i got appt with zhou gong. =/

thats abt it.
thank you for patronizing.

Today my sunday is a wonderful and meaningful day.
I woke up and met bryan to his church.
we were somehow late but not very late. haha.

his church was at the Max Pavilion.
the piece of land is very spacious.
and also the best church i've visited so far.

on stage, they have a big group of backup singers,
a few guitarist, drummer, lead singers, but of all that caught my eyes, was the good dancers.
they are the first i've ever seen in the church.
besides that, all those necessary things such as lightings etc. just have the concert feel.
and ben was one of the guitarist performing.

afterwhich, they lead me to the baby delication.
a new born 40 days baby to one of the pastor and wife from the church.

then ben was finally here when it ended.
i followed him to get a acoustic guitar,
then i hd my lunch before he start teaching me.
today i really want to thank him,
although it was only the basics,
but all he taught me was really impt.
so i now beginning to feel how prominent singers such as jay chou,
discover their music,
the effort they have putted in,
and how talented they are, in not only singing but playing many instruments.

ok, now im back home.
sourcing for a guitar,
and found one saviour. haha thanks.
the show on channel 8 just ended. did you catch it?
so many oldies and so many old actors and actresses came back.
im gg to buy the compilation album, those songs from the past 25years.

Celebrating 25 Years of Chinese Drama - 【戏剧情牵25】电视金曲纪念珍藏版!

Dear bloggy,
your bloggist is here to blog.

Today i brought myself out to SRCC,
i reached there so early then got nth to do,
in fact, most of the time.
just sitting ard, watch the kids play and then end up playing UNO. haha

next! i met a new friend, a boy, bryan.
and had dinner near chomps with fid and ben.
after that i reach home late for the show for almost an hour.
bcos today is the finale.
but nvm la, chilling out w/ friends also not bad an idea.

so, this is my saturday.
what's your saturday?

well, actually im very pissed this morning.
since that is they want to do, let them be.
its gg to be over soon.
and thanks for opening my heart and fill me in what i didnt know, mrs-k.

Elated 19th Birthday, our exco-proj chair, Uncle Desmond GAY!
glad to hear that you like the present and the effort we've for you.

Then i made a trip over to library @ Bishan,
to return two books,
and one of which i didnt even the have time to read.
had my fill with 2 comic books before i left,
and had a brief convo with my sec choir ex-TIC, Mr Chia, along w/ his two children.
then bought XXL Chic to make the hunger go away,
vroom vroom, the bus came then hop on and go home!

stupid weather,
i was feeling hot even while im sleeping. zzz
woke up use com awhile, do blog-hop and wait for Her Majesty to bring dinner back.

oh yes!
before i forgot,
im so excited looking forward to sunday.
cos im gg to meet new friends,
and start my first guitar lesson. hehe :D

thats abt it,
and here i go for the tv.
tata!

EDIT
got watch korean drama?
they are so nice to watch.
nice songs, nice script, nice cast.
makes me so excited to learn abt the Korean Lang.
then i can go Korea find Korean wife, to cook chicken ginseng soup for me. HAHA!
well, its just an insider joke.
but who knows, maybe for real? tsktsk.

hello.
this is my 3rd post, before i close my day and sleep.
why? cos i have a lot of time today.

i blog again bcos i felt i've sth holding on.
this will be a short post.
and this can be a 'so-called' answer to Monday, May 07, 2007.
it doesnt matter the time.

i was clouded by my own perception, previously.
my mind was having the thought of having more friends.
the reason may due to bcos i dont have many friends in sec sch.
i didnt know what i did will have a huge consequences.

'is having so many friends impt?' or 'having a few good friends impt?'
this qn is debatable.
it's how the person think at a certain pt of time.

now, im just gg to be back the old responsible and sensible me.
and the old me who mind people scolding 'fuck'.

no one have to say anything.
its a change for myself.
everyone can hate me or like being with me.
i dont wish to have sympathy on me,
just feel your way in befriending me.

im just so not gg to be concerning over everything.
study and play then thats it.

new skin!
it's sth brighter to lift my mood.
the colors and design are just perfect.

just as i came across this skin creator.
her entries are wonderful.
whereby you can learn a lot just from reading it.

here, i'd like to bring you into a new world.
perhaps you may or may not know this talented person.
his name is Julian Beever.

Julian Beever is an English chalk artist who has been creating chalk drawings on pavement surfaces since the mid-1990s. His works are created using a projection called anamorphosis, and create the illusion of three dimensions when viewed from the correct angle.

now, i'm gg to show you a few out of his many artwork.
caution: heavy resolution.

the worse thing today just pissed me off the shelve.
some people just dont have the basic manners when requesting for sth.
it may although be part of a contribution by you,
not like I want to say,
but where has the basic courtesy went to?
no one has to believe what i do is right or wrong.
im just rigid.

DELIGHTFUL 20TH BIRTHDAY, CHARMANE TAN!
dinner tonight yo.

Life is about being happy.
Life can be anything.
and so, Life taught me how to wear a mask.

The war is never ending.
Giving in who is the wise man.

and choose our friends, wisely.
To have these uproars, it is unncessary.
It doesnt matters any word coming forth,
It is the reaction measured.
Take the hatred willingly,
for God is magnanimous.

if you are reading,
please get this clear in yr head.
if you notice, or perhaps not,
you're alr pin-pointing everything to my head.

yes, i did mentioned abt your bf today.
but there were none negative pts, agree or not?
i was merely saying while i was late, you'd your bf to accompany you.
anything i said was wrong?
what sup with no gf?
i'm not pulling r/s in neither.
what is this?

if you keep saying i push all the blame to others,
where i get those reasons from? i dig them from the graves?
i am confused, when you say i accused you and not happy with you?
then why did you say abt shervon either?
i agree we 3 are angry at that pt of time, so today you turn back and bite me la?
2ndly, im not prejudice against anyone in particular. mind you.
im stating the facts.

as you mentioned,
im selfish and kpo cos i started discussion after i finish my lunch?
why nv say out and wait until now? if you're saying give me face, that excuses.
i nv talk, then your say i quiet,
when i talk, you say i kpo. what is it you want huh?

and can you clearly tell me what is it when i asked for ans and what none wish to ans me?
tell me what im asking for? am i God to predict that?

you dare say i did not contribute during the discussion?
i knew what was going on, and im listening.
AND i did what contribute, there were even laughters, you dont rmb?
now you malign me of this small action, taking a spare min looking at the brochure?
dont forget, i've spent time figure out and type every single word for the script.

and regarding my attitude and character.
im perfectly clear of who i am, and what i am.
do you see me showing attitude to anyone unknowingly? i bet you dont.
i only show it to those who show attitude to me in the first place alright.
i dont offend anyone out of the blue, if not i wouldnt be here alive?
and dont you dare say you are not carried away, with those vulgar words tgt with val?
its still clear in my mind, each and every sentence begins with the word 'cb'.

and im here to tell you,
you are all out against me.
and to show what i mean, those mentioned in your blog are just excuses.
if i have reasons countering every sentence from you, it shows that im of clear conscious.
if im selfish, would i contribute so much from my previous post to the grp?
would i spend so much effort in msg you guys telling all those 'nonsense'?

lastly, i do agree with you life is just full of unexpected challenges such as quarrels and conflicts.
and is it the way to solve the quarrels and conflicts? maybe not my way, but your way thou.
do you have to start shouting at me in front of everyone in the class?
do you ever respect me or at least a bit to say?
just see what others will say, giving a fair comment would do.

and i do reflect upon myself. do you?
and this qn pop by: what wrong i did to make you and the others unhappy abt?
before you ans this, note this got nth to do with my attitude.
im trying to give in, are you?

It has not been a pleasant morning for me today, so to say.
I missed my wake-up time,
and I dread going for s&w.

Quarrels was the first thing when everyone had gathered around.
All the arrangements I've planned ytd for the role-play, DID NOT SATISFY the group.
so to say my leadership was not great. well, thank you.

First thing first:
I announced that everyone must be available for this whole week.
I approved HJ & Shervon's leave for absent at the discussion.
I msg-ed all to say role-play is next monday.
I scheduled this wed, thurs & sun for the rehearsal.
everyone has to think up of their part with the guide and show it to me.
everyone knew what'd happened w/o coming to sch.
note: see what i've done for the grp.

Yesterday:
-HJ didnt answer my call.
-Shervon was sick.
-Valerie was sick.
fine. All 3 were absent.
valerie replied saying she has to work on wed & thurs.
I got all worked-up and we both got pissed tgt.
in the end, I re-scheduled to friday morning & sunday.
valerie & JJ agreed.
shervon didnt reply me, so I called her up to confirm with me & agreed to show me her work.
HJ confirmed with me in the night. (so it's fine)

Today:
the first thing was why I gave her an attitude ytd.
then, all was not happy why do they have to rehearse for so long.
afterall its a 5mins role-play and thats it.
JJ shouted sunday is unnecessary; and said why im late for the discussion. (right, im sry)
Shervon agreed to show me her work today, but she claimed she forgot to bring everything in that big bag of hers.
all was just defending their pride. (fuck)
Shervon then suggested the friday morning & monday morning.
ok fine, now settled.

so, the bottomline is:
why everyone just agreed plainly to me ytd then?
why suggest everything out of the blue today and in front of everyone?
why is leader always in the wrong of everything?
why all appointed me as the leader in the first place?

morale of the story:
Dont be the leader.

evaluation:
-dont do anything until everyone sit down tgt and discuss.
-no point of looking forward to apologies, it will just be miracles.
-what done has been done.

That's life, for all folks.