In the busy and hectic city,
models everywhere.
they open up the world to you,
explore areas you wish, you can to improve yourself.

when somebody just fits the perfection in your eyes,
you wish, and thought : 'I want to be like that.'
next, you figure what you can do, to be near that image.
it is either for own gain or self-satisfaction.
but most likely would be the latter.

I wonder as I saw those,
'why didn't I receive the genes from my biological father?'
yes, you may say I am thin and short.
why do I say so? because he is a tall and big size man.
I have an imaginery image, that is to become taller, with firm muscles.
tan has never come across, because I own a fair skin.
I believe as it is a gift.

and so, I figure what I can do to achieve that.
-Height
myths say basketball helps. I don't play it.
myths say jumping helps. I have no idea.

-Physical
protein powder.
regular exercise.

as you realise,
the latter is the most practical decision.
what I need is time, determination, perserverance, and cash.
but the first, will leave it to Mother Nature to decide.

I do not want to be a puny. (suck)

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On what condition do I generate cash for my goal?
Ans: I need to study well, and get a job.

wait for another 10 years?
(no, thats too long)

let me fill you in what'd happened ytd.

the day before the invest.
i slept at ard 2am just for a show,
and woke up at 5am (just bcos i need to report at 7.15am)

i reach school, took the blazer, the tie and a badge.
i had breakfast too,
it was sandwiches (eggs and tuna) and a bottle of H2O.
simply bcos it was provided.

next is photo-taking down at the amphi.
just a few takes with the principal and the sch management.
then up to the audit, standby for the start.
meanwhile took some photos.
i think my face are all over people's camera. lol.

mum was there, and she took some photos.
i was nervous during my turn,
and i didnt say 'thank you' to the principal. (whatever)
after the whole lot, reception was served outside,
and we mingle with the guests.
i love the grilled chic wings best.
note: first buffet.

next stop was ms.chew wed.
i arrived at abt 10mins before 2pm.
the chapel looks nice, with cool air-condition.
everything started after 2pm.
and the event was funny in a sense how the ppl on stage reacted.
the worship songs were nice,
but it gets boring during the sermon.
(bcos all they were saying is abt the meaning behind the bible verse)
lastly, its the photo-taking session, and i stood in front.
(i think stand the wrong place, cos im tall)
outside at the canteen, was the reception.
with ppl serving drinks and brownie w/ ice-cream.
i almost choke at the drink. (cos its lime juice)
food was nice, but i didnt try all. (dunno why also)
and shit man, why i nv try the brownie.
i love the deep-fried scallop best.
then went home via the mrt.
note: second buffet.

woot!
i had two buffet within a day.
wow, that once in a lifetime thing man.

and so,
i went home, left my pc on,
then went for bed at ard 5 or 6pm. (i was damn tired)
and woke up at abt 1pm+.
luckily today is sunday yo.

recounting back.
my bday are finally over, which means im 18.
and yes, finally legal.
thanks all for the wishes, and mum the cake.
its the best ever so far.

I had a couple of drinks (those from 7-eleven) with friends.
and the staff even shaked hands with me!
the next day, I had pizza trip with my group.
food was nice.
everything was alright, simply bcos I had nth to brag abt.

bcm role-play was finally settled.
and I had the privilege of being the leader.
snw project settled too. right.
school today was nth special, the regular.
biz comm presentation was over, I'd give an average.

now thats the past alr.
and zooom to the future.

sc final rehearsal. (I really mean it!)
no more late journey. and thats sth good you know.
unless there's nice sunset to see. haahah!

also, not forgetting. ms chew's wedding!
gg to meet up with paul and decide what to buy for her.
really headache!

and I cut my hair for the sake of sc. damn (but i think its time thou.)

thats it.
roughly ard here.

TOMORROW!
i just t-shirt for my bday gifts :DDDDD

1, 2, 3, 4, 5 days.
in actual fact, i dont look forward to it.
bday is just a memorial thing.
i did thought abt it, like treating ppl to donut factory.
but i think not everyone deserves it.

today iac is a total bitch.
i think God is fair, just like the US currency, everyone will have a chance.
my luck for ac apparently seems downhill.
theory: practice makes perfect man.

let's not talk abt schwk anymore.
just makes me feel more tension. zzz

I'm in Alice wonderland.
imagine i start smoking, join triads.
what will i be in the future? lol.

anyway, gg off soon.
i just want my simple bday wish to fulfil. (:

November is my month!
11 more days to come.
S&D in accounting term refers to Selling & Distribution.
but in society, its Smoking & Drinking. haha
I'm gg to be legal to do anything.
but I dont think I'm going to get a driving licence on the dot.
Maybe after a few years of work when I graduate.

My life is busy yet boring.
I need to get sth, shopping soon.
1. Glasses
2. Bag
3. Haircut
4. Top long-slevee
5. iPod case
whoa, thats really a lot.
estimated amount shld be ard $200 excluding the case.
I think it isnt needed urgently.
hmm, then still have to fork out some cash for the gift.

Presentation, ard 1 week's time.
then after that k-Box! haha.
thats all for now.

okay, school is doing fine.
presentations date and prep work settled.

tml and wed CA1.
great speed forward!
cant wait for it.

then student investiture rehearsal.
suck as it makes me tiring.
good is I can use 0.1% of my lifespan on sth meaningful.
haha.

hmm, I wanna try sth new on my bday. muahaha!
that's secret.
for me to know, for you to find out. (:

nights all.
finish my hw asap then watch tv. haha.

choir never seems to be fun.
now is just passing of time, know more songs, and see people face.
caroling was cancelled. >good<
nyp exchange was re-scheduled to the 23rd instead of the 19th.
me looking forward to it now has got no feelings.
one word: sucky.

tonight I walked alone, under the moonlight.
and found myself bored.
I realised I have no best friends.
not because I dont want them, but perhaps due to some circumstances.
never mind. I noticed this is how my personality came about.

then dinner with my mum,
went to buy some stationery then go home rest.

test here, test there.
never ending one.
presentation and project. die lor.
I shall let nature take its' course.
lazy to bother anything now.

2 Nov 2007
NYP voice ensemble concert.
not bad singing, some good songs.

24 Nov 2007
wedding gifts for ms.chew settled.
I can now save sometime for other things.

20 Nov 2007
MY BIRTHDAY.
18 LE LOOOOOO. :)
hopefully it will be better than last year.

Let me end here,
cos I have nth to fill in for now.

my blog seems to be just to entertain myself.
haha, just some random thoughts.